A Good Bye Note For My Beloved Gahar

It has been 2 weeks. I could say time flies. Now, I would let my beloved cat, Gahar, go for real.

My cat dies on 6th February 2023. The sunny Monday turned into a gloomy Monday in my eyes. I never expect Gahar would go that time.

He's a 4-year-old cat. I'm not sure whether it's an old car based on his age. But I think, he's already old.

I started to get a weird feeling from last year. I felt afraid sometimes whenever I looked at Gahar. Afraid that he would go soon in the blink of my eye.

My hunch becomes real. Gahar died on 6th February 2023. I felt weird somehow. I know the fact that Gahar would die one day. However, I never expect this soon.

I was sad. I was crying. I felt lost. Gahar is part of my family. My family felt like losing one of our members. It's sad fact but it's already happened.

It has been 2 weeks now. I still miss him meowing at me, scratching the couches, or sleeping under the orchid's flower. But Garage is gone and I should let him go.

I will let him go now. May he find peace after this. I hope we can meet again even in a dream.

Not the last photo of Gahar but it's the best photo for me.

Gahar is still my beloved cat. He's not here anymore but I'll cherish our memories.

This is a note from me, a hooman butler of a cat named Gahar. I promise I'll cry again when I think about Gahar. I'll smile and cherish our memories. Now, I'm letting Hard go. I hope we can meet again even if it's in a dream.

—restyu, 200223.