Going To A Wedding And Thinking About My Future Wedding

This year, I went to 4 weddings. That's a lot for me since I don't have much friends.

I started to find it's something normal. Cause well, I'm an adult now—and I can't believe it. People around my age started their own family. They found the loved one and started their own journey.

Back from a wedding and start thinking (again) about my future.

To be frank, I never think about marriage nor even dating. I found it burdensome cause I could say I ain't good socializing and handling people.

But still I can't deny I think—or more like dreaming—about my future wedding too. I just want to have a simple wedding. I don't want to follow the local custom which really long and complicated. I just want to make it simple and quick.

Why? Cause it's gonna be tiring if I make it too complicated. I just think that my weeding should be simple yet special and memorable for me and my loved one. So, I'll make it suit my references—and my loved one too.

My references is do it simple, memorable, and quick. I just want to celebrate it with family and close friend. That's all. I don't want to spend too much cause I want to prioritize the other fund for my small family future like home, kids, etc. Cause, believe me surviving here is getting harder as the time passed by.

That's all I could say about my wedding dream. I just hope it will happen—in next few years I think. But first, I gotta think about my zero romance life before that.

Well, let's see what's gonna happen in the future. It's still a mystery tho.

restyu, 161124.